SINGLE!

"It's hard being one when everything is two"

well, I agree with that. that's true, bcs i'm in that situation. my friends are 'taken', but im 'single' and it really sucks. bayangin, setiap gue istirahat pasti yg gue liat orang2 pacaran bertebaran dimana mana. ya lama lama kan gue jadi gerah jg ngeliatnya-_--- gue kesel, tp gue gabisa marah. krn gue jg gatau mau marah ke siapa, krn ini bukan salah temen2 gue dan bukan salah siapa pun. tp salah status gue-____-

ohiya terakhir gue buka blog ini gue masih jadian sm abay. gue jadian sm abay tgl 01 September 2010 di kelas 9.7 pulang sekolah :P hahaha but.... di hari ke 24 gue putus sm dia. dan dia yg mutusin via sms, dan saat itu hari jumat dan minggu pertama sekolah setelah libur lebaran dan gue lg di medan sm tante&nenek. dan saat itu gue baru nyampe medan otw hotel, then i got a mssg from him and...........dia minta putus. whoaaa like a nightmare. gue langsung ngedown dan galau-_-

dan selanjutnya agak2 sinetron sih, nyampe hotel gue izin ke toilet trs gue nelfon marini cerita singkat dan nangis...........luckily, waktu toiletnya kosong hahahaha. but, can u imagine that?? gue lg sm keluarga, lg capek2nya, dan tbtb putus :|

and now, it was 50days after i broke up with him. and i feel so much better than 50days ago. although i need 2weeks to fix my heart, to stop my tears, forget him, and erase him from my heart and my mind. at first, i thought i couldn't forget him, but i was wrong. because the fact is, i can do anything i want if i believe that i can :)

well, i got the point :
1. Be more sensitive
2. Whatever happening life must go on
3. Regret always come later
4. Regret is useless
5. There's a will, there's a way

and for this month, i wish i'll get someone better than him, someone who loves me, someone who cares about me. AMIN!!! wish me luck readers!!! ;D