09-05-2011

Last monday was my birthday. so far, that was the best birthday i've ever had. i got a surprise from my coolest friends B-) i have no idea that they'll give me a surprise! i was so HAPPY☺☺☺

jadi gini, gue merasa ulangtahun yg ke 15 ini bakal biasa2 aja. pas tanggal 8 nya jam 9 gue udah tidur, trs kebangun jam 1an dan buka hp ternyata udah ada 15bbm dan isinya ucapan ulangtahun :D oke bales2in dulu kan tuh, trs cek twitter d
an ternyata juga udah rame bales2in lg dan kembali tidur o:) trs paginya jam 8an dibangunin nykp trs sarapan brg, trs nykp kerja dan gue kembali ke kasur^^ ga tidur lg sih tp ya lumayan ngulet ngulet sambil bales2in lg ucapan happy birthday di twitter dan bbm. MAKASIH YA BUAT YG UDAH NGUCAPIN, xoxo :*:*:* trs gue mulai risih dengan rambut yg lepek mengingat malemnya gue ga mandi....wkwkwk abis mandi gue pun main komputer dan tbtb denger suara mobil tante dan berpikir 'elah ngapain sih nih nykp ngajakin tante2 ke rumah pasti ntar nenek dtg deh hhh' trs gue sebodo amat kan tuh ga turun dan tbtb......

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY SASHA!!!" muncul bella disusul oleh fitri dan dea dan tbtb.....ada zizah dan muti juga!! wow.....gue shock! speechless. bingung mau ngapain-_- trs mereka bawa cake gt kan trs akhirnya ptg kue dll, dsb, dst... trs stengah 2an si zizah&muti pulang krn mau les. trs makin sore temen2 gue makin banyak yg dateng. onix (dan tbtb ngajakin balikan), jaka, cimol, sipe, bibip, fadel, tenyom, mpid, dan anak2 wt yg lain plusss ebel dan ishmah. trs mereka biasalah minta makan...-_- ahahahaha

Abis mereka makan pada ngajakin foto gitu kan trs si ebel yg nge fotoin dan dia mulai berhitung "1...2...3..." "AAAA apaan nih?!?!" yapp disusuli teriakan gue krn ternyata dibelakang udah pada nyiapin telor dan gue diceplokinlah sm mereka.....gue sempet ngira gue ditimpuk pake batu grgr mereka nyeplokinnya terlalu semangat dan gapake perasaan HAHAHA :p trs akhirnya kejar kejaran gitu kan dan gada satupun yg kena...nasibnasib. yg kena malah si raka dan ebel, yg lain paling cm kena secuil doang-_- pada blg gini kan "amis bgt ini gue" "lah trs gue apa??" "elo mah busuk sha" oke....-_- akhirnya gue pun mandi dan si ebel pun numpang mandi wkwk. selesai gue mandi pun mereka pada pulang...dan tersisa lah yg pada telat dateng ori, dzaki, fitri, isa, dan yg belom pulang cimol, onix, bella. dan akhirnya jam 9an mereka pd balik semua.

Seneng. Capek. 2hal itu yg gue rasain di hari senin kmrn. walaupun capek tp itu kebayar sm rasa seneng yg udah dikasih sm temen2 gue wahahaha. thanks guyssssss, and special thanks to Deandra Asyifa, Bella Nabila, Fitria Hana, Muhammad Ogi (dia ternyata yg ngidein buat nyeplokin gue...), and the last but not least, my Mommy!!♥ ♥

P-H-P

Pemberi Harapan Palsu (backsound : menghitung hari)

Well, mostly they're boys :P but some girls do it too. They give fake hope to someone who hoping their love. Jujur, gue heran knp suka ada orang yg ngasih harapan palsu kyk gitu. buat apa??? seneng gitu ngeliat orang lain menderita krn mereka? ga ngerti deh gue. gue sebagai salah satu korbannya jujur aja kesel bgt sm orang yg suka ngasih harapan palsu a.k.a PHP!!

gue pernah ngalamin di php-in, dari yg cm sering ngasih perhatian lebih, trs megang tangan (gue udah nyoba lepas, tp tetep di tahan!!), dan bahkan sampe ada yg blg sayang, tapi trs apa? mereka ngilang gitu aja. that sucks, u know? what the hell r u thinking? cool? absolutely NOT!!!!!!!!! hhhh kesel bgt pkknya sama orang yg php.

terus ada juga yg suka ngegantungin hubungan atau perasaan orang. thats not good!!!
So... Dear someone who likes give fake hope, jangan pernah lo mempermainkan perasaan orang apalagi perasaan cewek! Lo inget aja, hukum karma berlaku!!!!

broke up

broke up is one thing that no one want it in their relationship.

dont u ever say u wanna broke up to ur partner when u were not sure about that. thats gonna be really really bad. lo bakal ngerasain yg namanya PENYESALAN. dan pada akhirnya lo akan tersiksa dan saat itu lo sadar klo lo tersiksa krn KEBODOHAN yg lo lakuin SENDIRI. dan yg bisa lo lakuin cuma nangis, sedih, nyesel, dan marah sm diri lo sendiri. apalagi saat lo tau klo pasangan lo itu masih tetep setia sayang sm lo walaupun lo udah nyakitin dia. dan saat dia blg "rasa sayang aku ke kamu lebih besar dari sakit yg aku dapet" lo bakal ngerasa bener2 kyk orang tolol krn selama ini lo gak tau klo lo udah dapetin orang yg bener2 sayang sm lo dan dengan seenaknya lo lepasin dia gitu aja.

people never know what they have until they lose it

semua hubungan itu pasti mengalami masa bosan, berantem, sayang2an, dll. tapi saat lo lg ngelewatin masa2 yg gaenak kyk bosan/berantem jgn pernah lo blg kata "PUTUS" krn itu tadi, lo bakal nyesel bgt sampe rasanya pgn bgt nyuruh orang bikin time machine, and yaa thats impossible. saat lo lewatin masa2 itu lebih baik lo ngomongin masalahnya atau lo minta break, tp gak sampe putus. ya lo dinginin dulu perasaan lo pikir lg apa yg sebenernya lo mau dan inget saat2 bahagia lo sm dia. contohnya saat pertama kali kalian kenalan, ketemu, ditembak, gandengan tangan, dan ingat kata2 manis yg pernah dia ucapin ke lo. inget saat2 lo sayaaaaaaang bgt sm dia. dan setelah itu kalian pasti bakal baik2 lg.

it takes a couple seconds to say hello but forever to say goodbye

Inget aja, semua masalah selalu ada jalan keluarnya dan jadikan PUTUS sebagai pilihan terakhir. karena lo gak tau kapan lg lo bakal dapetin orang yg syg bgtbgtbgt sm lo, krn mungkin orang itu ga akan dateng 2x dalam hidup lo. dont waste ur time☺♥

1st day of National Examination

this is it. today is the day. April 25, 2011. hari yg udah gue tunggu2 selama nyaris setahun. perjuangan gue sm temen2 gue selama 3tahun di tentuin dengan 4hari, 8jam, 4 LJK, dan 180soal.......tragis!

hari ini, hari pertama, bahasa indonesia. well, alhamdulillah gue berhasil ngerjain soal2nya dan berharap bgt dapet nilai minimal 9, amin ya robbal alamin!!! 3days left, 3subjects left. i will survive till the end! selama setahun ini gue udah bener2 belajar buat hari2 ini, dan gue berharap bgt bisa dapetin hasil yg terbaik, memuaskan, dan membanggakan. ya walaupun gue (alhamdulillah) udah dapet sma di Al-Azhar Pusat 1, ga berarti gue bisa seenak jidat dong ngerjainnya un-nya, yakan?!

so, gue butuh banyak bgt doa buat ngelewatin ujian2 ini. dan gue butuh juga doa biar gue bisa dapet hasil yg terbaik. YaAllah, please help me. Let me do my best. Although i was studied hard, it means nothing without ur help. so please, listen to my pray. I just wanna make my mom proud of me. So, everyone will know that.... I CAN DO IT.

GIRLS LANGUANGE

wanita itu....bisa dibilang susah dimengerti. bahkan gue sendiri pun kadang suka ga ngerti apa yg gue pengenin-_- *itu karena labil sepertinya* wanita itu.....kayak menciptakan bahasanya sendiri. wanita itu.......ingin dimengerti.

So boys, read and learn ;)

• when a girl says "u deserve to be with somebody who makes u happy, somebody who wont complicate your life, and somebody who wont hurt u" actually it means "come back to me. dont look for another girl. i love you"
• when a girl says "I'm OK" trust me, she's liar.
• when she doesnt text u, it doesnt mean she doesnt miss u, she just waiting u to text her first.
• when she walks away and say "okay, i'll go" she never mean it. we want u to hold us. so, hold our hands, and say "dont leave me, i'm nothing without u"
• when a girl got a jealous, its nightmare!!! so, kiss her forehead then say "u're my everything. u're my only one. i dont need another girl. bcs all i need is u"
• when a girl says "I'm cold" she means "I need a hug"
• boy : "r u mad with me?" girl : "nope" boy : "okay" boyss, thats a stupid question. u should be more sensitive.
• when she's mad, dont make a joke with it. thats a BIG NO NO! u should hear her story, or u can kiss her lips gently☺

well, thats all i can say. hm ya emang itu belom semua tapi, semoga dapat bermanfaat bagi kita semua :D :D
and boys, remember, always give ur girl a lot of attention♥♥

ROKOK?

bukan kata yg asik lagi bagi kita. menurut gue kebanyakan remaja khususnya indonesia pernah nyoba rokok *sotoy* klo di pikir pikir, rokok tuh buat apasih? manjangin umur nggak, mendekin umur iya-___- tapi kata orang2 yg pernah nyoba "klo lo udah sekali nyoba, lo bakal nagih" hmm mungkin itu knp bokap gue sampe skrg ga pernah bisa berenti ngerokok dan grgr sering nyeramahin bokap sampe skrg gue masih hafal efek dari rokok "merokok dapat menyebabkan kanker, serangan jantung, impotensi, dan gangguan kehamilan, dan janin" dan gue makin herannya semua rokok itu pasti nulisin kalimat tsb dibelakang bungkusnya tapi knp masih tetep aja banyak yg beli ya-_-

dan faktanya, efek dari rokok itu lebih besar buat perokok pasif drpd yg aktif. dan gue inget temen gue ada yg pernah bilang gini 'makanya sha mending ngerokok aktif kan drpd jadi perokok pasif?!" ya bener sih tapi kan bukan itu cara penyelesaiannya-_- dan ada juga yg bilang mereka ngerokok karena lingkungan mereka banyak yg ngerokok, trs ada yg blg "klo ga ngerokok ga gaul", dan ada juga yg bilang klo mereka ngerokok krn stres / masalah keluarga.

well, klo gue sih buat orang orang yg ngerokok terserah aja sih gue gapernah ngelarang mereka karena mereka udah tau efeknya klo masih dikerjain yaudah hahahaha.

btw, entah knp gue suka sm foto2 orang ngerokok HEHE-_- menurut gue asep2nya tuh cool ahahahaha

HOT!

I guess, Taylor Lautner is so f*cking damn HOT, right??
He's so cuteee >.< handsome, cool, and has a sexy body ;P
For this one, u must be agree with me :p :p

omg!! his smile...... AaAaAa
















and... His body absolutely perfect and hot, rite?? :P

Kina Grannis - Valentine

Love, it's a special day.
we should celebrate
and appreciate
that you and me found something pretty neat
and i know some say this day is arbitrary

but it's a good excuse to put our love to use
baby i know what to do, baby i will love you
i'll love you, i'll love you.

love, i don't need those things
i don't need no ring
i don't need anything
but you with me, cause in your company
i feel happy oh so happy and complete

and it's a good excuse to put our love to use
baby i know what to do, baby i will love you
i'll love you, i'll love you.

so wont you be my honey bee
giving me kisses all the time
be mine, be my valentine

so wont you be my honey bee
giving sweet kisses all the time
be mine, be my valentine

i really really in love with this song!!! ♥.♥
and i'm in love with the video clip too!!
check this out -> http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=840NbiFF1zM

don't u agree with me?

she's back? i hope so...

today, 2nd April, 2011. in school. at 06:45 maybe?
suddenly they came to me and Dea. i think like 'wow... she came to me. is it true?' why did i think like that? bcs i can remember when did she came to my like that-_- wkwkwkwk. then she said 'sha gue kangen sm lo' and i think like... 'thanks god'

its surprised me. she miss me, like i miss her? am i dreaming?
i hope... it will make she be my bestfriend again, like she always be my bestfriend in my heart.
i miss her voice, i miss her smile, i miss her jokes, i miss her laugh, i miss her tears, and i absolutely miss a call from her. i remember, when everything was fine, she always called me to told me something, just to tell a story, i did it too. i cant remember when did the last time she call me.


i miss u, Ratu Marwaah Firhatil Uyuun. And I miss Marini Putri Ramadhani, too of course. Marini is soooo calm and beautiful. she's like my mother. i adore her!

Mar, Yun,...
i love u and i miss u so much! however, deep in my heart, you are my bestfriend :')

The Last Airbender

I just watched "The Last Airbender" but too bad......... ga sampe habis-_- hhh bete bgt :/
but.... I found a cute boy in that movie >.< HAHAHA!!!

He is Dave Patel as Prince Zuko. Dan gue baru nyadar klo ternyata dia yg main di "Slumdog Millionaire" hahahahaha-_- tapi emg ga ganteng2 bgt sih tapi lumayan lah, manis gitu menurut gue mehehehe.

So, how do you think, guyssss?

scene

"Go hug mom"




















"Whats's the boy word for slut?" "They still haven't come up with one yet"











"You think that everybody is in love with you when actually, everybody hates you"
















"So you guys want to talking about bitches? I'm kidding, they're called women"

1st April, 2011

I was watching "The Last Airbender" when suddenly i got a text from Shanna. And here is it...

Shanna (S) : sa lo dmnnnn????
Gue (G) : dirumah say, why?
S : gue ada didepan rumah looo bukain cepetan. tadi gue nanya satpam -.- hehehehe
G : hah??? gue kan udah pindah shannn-_- *ngecek pager lewat jendela*
S : iyaa gue di depan rumah loo!!! bukain tadi gue nanya sama satpam

Then I called Shanna...

G : lo dimanaa?
S : di depan rumah lo
G : hah? serius?
S : iyaa cepetan bukain
G : lah yaudah bentar

*ended conversation*

terus gue kedepan rumah dan ternyata.... nobody's in there. gue pun baru inget klo hari ini adalah april mop!!! dan rasa rasanya gue dikibulin...... then suddenly Shanna texted me again and she said... "APRIL MOPPPP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH"

okay then i got a karma. last year i did it to Maudy, and now..... it's my turn-_-

#ThatsSoMe #DamnItstrue

Best Friend Forever?

Best Friend Forever

I do not believe it. I do not agree. I can't. I think that's bullshit. Nothing lasts forever. People changed.
I had the best one, but then... she's gone.
I miss my best friend like a lot. I miss her :(
Although I always saw her in my school, but it's not same anymore. It feels like, there's an invisble space between us. She feels so far away from me. I miss her so fcking bad!

I don't know what's the problem. I feel like one by one people walk out from my life. They changed. It hurts. Although we try to fix it, it's not same anymore. It sucks.

BALI!!!

I WANT BALI SO BADLY!!!

I'm sooooo tired.
Too many books.
Too many exams.
Too many...
Too much...


UN COME FASTER PLEASE!!
GIVE IT TO ME MY HOLIDAY!!!

When you’re in class and ur teacher says “find a partner”...

u will look at ur best friend like...















then ur bestfriend will looks at u like...














HAHAHAHA! That's so true, isn't it?

H - 26

H - 26!! UJIAN NASIONAL SMP!
Whoaaaaaa, it's 26days left!

bytheway, i dont need too worry because i already got my senior high school^^
yaa gue ngambil swasta ga ngambil negeri ehehe :D dan dan dan gue udah keterima di alpus1 mihi lucky me ;P tapi bukan berarti skrg gue leha leha ya, masih lah tetep belajar buat un. dan gue berharap bgt pengen bgt dpt nem nya minimal 36,00 wish me a ton of luck, guysss :D:D:D


sekarang gue lg ujian sekolah dan hari ini gue ips dan...... i got a problem. gue nangis setengah jam sebelum ujian ips dimulai! WHAT THE?!?! ya biasa anak labil, gue galau gitu eheheh-____- yasudahlah berdoa saja agar nilai nilai ujian sekolah gue diatas 8 semua, syukur2 ada yg dapet 100 gitu ya (AMIN YA ROBBAL ALAMIN)

dan sejujurnya skrg gue bingung sebenernya tuh sekarang mau ngomongin apaan-_- ehe ya maafkan keanehan saya ini ya ;D ya pokoknya doain gue yaa biar sukses ngejalanin US & UN dan dapet nem minimal 36,00 lah HEHEHE :D

once again... WISH ME A TON OF LUCK, pleaseee!!!

catch you later, xoxo